I don't know if this belongs here, but lately I've been feeling strangely Kafkaesque about my own life.

I used to be a very extrovert person, always talking to someone, making jokes, laughing, going out. But in last one year everything kinda changed. Now I barely have friends and honestly I dont even feel like making new ones.

But sometimes I still feel lonely.

I dont want to depend on friends or a partner just to feel okay. I wanna learn how to enjoy my own company, work, spend time alone and not feel like something is missing.

Just wanna be alone, without feeling lonely. Seems easy but its not.