About 5 months hrt & I may become an alcoholic (32 mtf)

I traded everything to be myself and changes are barely happening

All i get is harassment from everyone constantly. I feel like I'm in the spotlight of pure hatred

Can't move up at my work due to being essentially shadow exiled socially

Work 6 nights a week to just be trapped in my state; piece of shit iowa

My life has literally reached rock bottom

Idk. Just needed to vent. I feel nothing but anger, sadness and absolute hopelessness

Being on reddit definitely adds fuel. Seeing girls living their lives & I can't just makes me wanna die

Im actually drunk now, so I'll go to bed