Please somebody help me

I'm tired of suffering this all started last year when I got high and I saw a video on tik tok talking about how gay porn is goated so I searcher it up and masterbaited to it. Prior to this incident I have had all types of ocd genres including hocd but I never gooned to gay porn before only women.

Fast forward a year and I'm not even trying to prove that I'm straight anymore but I cant for the life of me be attracted to men. Only in some rare instances where I search of gay porn videos and I feel disgusted for most off the runthrough of videos, but there is like a 5 second windows or certain positions (usually positions where I can't see the face of the man or a penis where I get slightly aroused). I don't know what to do man I'm tired of suffering with this shit somebody please help me.

I have never felt sexual attraction to a man in real life either but I have been briefly attracted to femboys but this attraction usually leaves when I see there penis. Am I gay bisexual or what