Pausing account

If I pause my udio account, my understanding is that udio does not delete my songs but how would I even find them?

I'm afraid to try, but my guess is that anything I published is still findable, although I would have to take a note on all of the titles in ways I could search on them. But what about all the songs that are important to me, but I didn't publish them for the rest of the world? Even if they're not deleted. I don't know how I would find them.

The reason for this question is I want to switch to a platform that lets me download music so I can publish them to streaming services. I've always liked udio and would reactivate my account when they start allowing at least even a small number of downloads.