Biggg fumble

Generational fumble had a girl I fw heavy she fw me heavy (I hope) boom so I met her a week before I move to Florida I’m frm jerz so we got to know each other a lil thru phone then we dead chilled the last 4 days I was out there dopest experience wit a girl ever we talked here and there when I moved then she came over here a for a fam party so I spent 2 days wit her dope time then last time I saw her again dropped the ball big time she scooped me frm my cousins house I was dumb crossed so like I was not there at all mentally then she started by snatching my phone yfm I ain’t see her in 3 months like natural reaction is to snatch that shi back😭 so like it was a small argument but ended it fast cus im fried so yfm then like I js was fully in the moment yfm so she js thought I wanted to smash when like lowkey ye but mainly no i genuinely fuck wit her vibe but that day was wocky we spoke about it then I left to dr fucked 3 bitches had the time of my life but I just can’t stop thinking about this girl and I want her back even tho it’s like I never had her fr idk but then we was texting when I was in dr calm vibes then when I came back I was fuckinnnnn fried and being a corny I’m here talking bout the moon borderline sum fag shi and she seemed uninterested so I kind js was like nvm and didn’t text her till the next day cus I lowkey wanted to know her opinion on it then she ain’t answer I texted her two more times after tha still no answer cuh I know I fumbled I deserve a smack wrd2 this most likely unsalvageable but I js need sum typa advice b4 I crashout