Why do we not have the right on our own lives ?

Hi,

i am at the end, i need to die in dignity.
Who are the governments to force us to stay alive, we have a right on our own lives as our parents had it when they forced us here.
I am tired of the excuses and the change of subject, i am tired of the lies and the constant deception by everyone, i have the right on my life because it' s mine, not anyone else's.
Not my parents nor fuckers of supposed communities.
People care about what they share of themselves when it suits them, nothing is true that comes out of their mouth.
They're so desperately evil all the time telling you how you should feel because they had a great time as they grew up. Bunch of cap, it all means nothing, it means nothing at all, not one.
I don't know if you feel as tired as i am, but my patience is running out.
Everything's running out, nothing is justified, no, not one.