Feeling Lost

I feel like with sickle cell I am fighting a losing battle its starting to feel like everything is falling apart. Im 20, I had one job in my whole life, it wasn’t for long though because of my sickle cell. I live in the US and I was on disability but recently they claimed I am “no longer disabled” and took the disability payment away from me. Its hard, im also in college and fighting to finish school(my degree is in business) . Now i have to worry about bills because my mom had a unfortunate accident last year in her brain which left her disabled. I have no idea what career I want, I don’t even know what careers would accomdate this diease, and im just completely lost. (Ive been so stressed out I had two crisis back to back last month.)