Anyone else feeling like life is unbearable?

(wish we had a half rant - half question flair)

I've been soooooooooooooo overwhelmed by everything recently, life feels fucked up and I really don't want this anymore.

It feels like there's weird impending doom, and for a second, things feel okay again, but the feeling creeps in again super quick, though I'm trying to keep myself busy. plus, my brain's exhausted from all the overthinking.

Hate myself for saying this, but I just wanna run away, like not from home or anything, but run away from life iygwim. Life needs to fuck off... but I don't wanna die