What happens if I reaaaaally suck at this?

So we're 3 days into the beta and I've spent 100% of the time so far in the range as I find myself waaaay too anxious to actually venture out into war, worried imma suck that bad I'll be broke within a few hours?

Did exactly the same with tarkov when it originally released.. bought it but never played outa fear I suck

What would happen if I do run out of money? Is there relief for people who truly suck? Is my war anxiety justified?