I don't want a divorce

Husband and I have been separated for 4 months now. I initiated the separation due to issues on my Husband's behalf. About to go to court in 2 weeks. Still going through with the legal proceedings, however, I do not want to divorce my Husband. I thought about letting him know a few weeks after court where my heart is and where I stand. But I also don't know where his heart is and if he wants to reconcile or walk away. I just don't want there to be any 'what if's' and to make him aware.

Also, can't file for divorce until May 2027.