What do I do with this love?

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I guard my heart fiercely,

It loves dearly,

It makes my eyes go wide ,

My mind filled with worry,

I can't be like this,

People find it funny and stupid,

So I reserve my thoughts,

I reserve my worries,

Tell myself to hold back,

Others find it unnecessary,

But I fear two things,

Betrayals and attachments,

Equally worse just like rejection,

Leaves my wounds scraped and open,

So what do I do with myself,

What do I do with all this extra love,

Stopped waiting long back to find someone like me,

Who would be unreserved and free,

I give it now to animals and plants ,

They don't reject,

They don't betray,

Just like me,

They patiently wait....for love.