Am I overthinking?

I’m 32, live with my parents as I lost my job a few months back. I’m working a side gig as I’m applying to jobs but it’s very like stepping on egg shells with the family. When I do talk to them, topic is always when am I going to get another job so I can leave again. It’s become so intense that there really isn’t any support anymore. Support as in, being on my team sort of speak. I already am beating myself up every day with where I’m at in life especially living with my family again but I just wish I had family that supported me, like asking what’s wrong if I look down. I always have to brush it off and act normal so I’m asking if I’m overthinking this