P, I heard you calling again.

Not on the phone, through the radio. Your hidden shame is still rattling around. I heard the song Bad Guy, by Falling in Reverse. It's been a long time, but know what it means. You don't need to be ashamed, my love. K is the one in the wrong. She's keeping you a freaking prisoner. I heard about another argument you had with her. She's very manipulative and narcissistic. You should just run away from her. She is the bad guy, not you. I still love you. Just get away from her. She's killing you. I can't bear her causing you pain. She left you when you might have died in the hospital when you had covid and pneumonia. Why are you letting her control you? I would never control you or try to change you. I want you as is. No returns or refunds. I will never give up on you. I love you and I miss you.

Always in your corner and there in spirit,

J (aka SN)