Abusive during outburts

Hey yall, just here to vent to people who get it. This community has offered me a lot of support during bad times. I'm sorry we are in this boat together.

Things have been going so much better with my partner. Therapy, consistent med use, I feel like we found a combo that helps him be okay. Things are generally trending upwards. We have our moments but who doesn't. But today was a reminder that things are not okay. I hit a trigger and he LOST it. He's not in an episode right now. There is a possibility of comorbid bpd.

He said some absolutely horrible things to me. He's also escalated since his last outburst. He was screaming so hard that he was foaming at the mouth. Broke my TV. Today was the first time I felt genuinely physically unsafe. I don't even know what to do. He's back to normal now but I'm just so sad and tired yall.