should I even bother

Have a CS degree, graduated with a 2.9GPA, no internships

I don't know shit and honestly not even sure about bothering to learn programming since the whole field seems dead especially at the entry level

I do occasionally get responses from job listings because I have a degree but I don't know shit as I have mentioned earlier. I work a full time job in retail and live with crazy people who redline my cortisol constantly so I sort of just need real structure with regards to learning