Ssdi cdr medical review

Just filled out my cdr and nervous because I need my medical insurance. If I don't have it I'll have to pay my medication latuda (my life saver) out of pocket . Why I'm scared it'll get taken away is because I said something dumb and untrue to my therapist previously so she can like me more by insinuating I was competent and just faking it since shes smart and all that... which now I look in hindsight was a dumb lie to tell her to get on her good side- it probably made her hate me more. So I guess she might have reported it anyway I'm just nervous about my medical stuff taken away because I really do need medication - when I wasn't taking it I couldn't even get out of bed or go outside without thinking someone was after me, plus I had hypersexual symptoms and just out of it completely bi polar stuff- I don't care about the income I just hope I can remain on the health insurance because it's so important for me to function at all

What are the chances that it'll be taken away even though I filled out my cdr? I also have a new problem which I need the medical , a brain tumor so idk. I also am trying to work and be independent but it's hard with out meds, I tried without it for a semester and it was a disaster - poor hygiene, just parinoid , etc

Anyway I'm just ranting now , and would really need some advice if I will be able to get the insurance or not