Cousin made a move on me

Hi I (31m) genuinely have no one i want to share this with in my direct life so I need to put this here. Long story short my 2nd cousin (23f) has on and off been posting close ups of her ass on her close friends story for like a year.

We have been texting more this year since we don’t ever get to really chat. And it was always pretty endearing and heartfelt. She’s in college and I’m well into my career so lots of life advice etc, etc. I live in Florida and she lives across the country, she was asking to come visit and I said we could make that work and I could show her around. She started getting really flirty around this point.

Two days ago out of the blue she sends me a pic of her in the shower and I didn’t know what to do. This feels so wrong admitting. But yes she is super attractive and fit. Unfortunately my type. (Not her specifically just in general).

I knew this was wrong so I said “what was that about?” And then boom 💥 I get 7 sexy pictures of her. Not full nude but like arched back… type shit. I feel so fucking guilty because again ashamed to admit it did turn me on. And I replied and said “holy shit”…

Again I knew this was wrong so I sent a long message saying “we can’t do this, we are family, I care about our relationship and this would ruin it”

She said she understood and that was that haven’t heard from her since.

What the fuck. I keep beating myself up because of how it actually did turn me on. I feel disgusting.