Celebrating something small

I posted a while back on here about being scared of having people in my home, as a trauma response. Well I had a friend over a couple times to test the waters and eventually a month ago was able to host a game night. Tonight I hosted a craft night. Both had a very small turnout but it was actually so nice to have company that I’m actually kinda sad to be alone again now that they’ve all left (my roommate isn’t home either). It’s great to be able to see progress on being able to literally let people in and start to have healthy relationships again. I want to continue to host gatherings and hopefully develop more friendships