Looking for a friend who might be interested in being in a relationship with me eventually

Now I know this seems desperate but I have been trying for years with nothing to show so here it is I’m a 16 year old male I am straight I am not good looking and I have mental issues but I’m genuinely not happy alone and would just even like someone to talk to so I’m going to say that looks don’t matter to me I like girls based on there personality and there beliefs I’m a very Christian man and I want to meet someone who likes me and doesn’t use me like past relationships I’ve been in have done.