any other asian women who have brothers or other male family members fed up with misogyny

i hate that misogyny is prevalent in asian cultures the most , the other day my dad was talking to me he referred to me as “girl child” like wtf does that mean . then my uncle told me a few months ago that majority of the inheritance will go to my brother , like yeah i’m done with this nonsense . i hate being asian , in my person experience it has caused me so much pain and wanting to be a male that i often think of taking my own life a lot of the time .