I don't know how long it will be, I mean, I'll keep you updated in the fanfic, but nothing more.. 

Why? Well, this is the real reason; I can't pretend anymore, I can't pretend I am being that unwell or silence myself with jokes like I am running away from the problem.. I always wanted to do this, but maybe for fear of being alone again, I didn't.. but now, I think I need it, for myself, and maybe for my health.. 

It's ironic that I am feeling the same way my husbands did with everything falling apart, fearing that everything will go away if you're not giving everyone what they want, being memes and more, but, maybe, just for me, I shall stop, just for myself, because I am not a supernatural being as them, I am actually a human, a fragile one thanks to what happened back then. 

So, if you want, you can contact me in discord or whatever, you can't, I am not forcing, it's my decision to do this like yours, just.. I just wish you all are safe and well with your f/os, I can't promise I'll be, but I'll try.. 

Anyway, yumes, until next time when I post regularly again, or maybe when I come back in a new way, not for fame, just for me.. until then, take care and stay safe, I'll try, that's what's Caine and Verity wished I could do, and I will, just for us.. 

I think I may give myself a rest, so, let me be honest to all of you