[M4F] Denial as a kink?

I am a beta. It’s not just a kink, it’s my reality. My purpose isn't to be satisfied; it’s to serve, to admire, and to be reminded of my place. And my place is in a state of constant, aching want. I am seeking a creative and control-minded partner to architect that reality for me, to weave a web of denial so complete I forget what gratification feels like.

This isn't just about orgasm denial. It's about everything. I want to be denied in all forms.

The Denial I Crave:

Sexual Denial: This is the core. Being pussyfree is given, I haven't had sex in years and it should be having no sex life should be enforced for betas. Chastity is a must—a constant, cold reminder of my status. Not just being locked, but being denied even the feeling of edging without express permission. I want to be teased to the brink and then locked back up, left to throb with frustration.

Visual Denial (Censorship): I am not worthy of seeing perfection uncensored. I want you to control what I see. Pixels, blurry bars, black censor boxes, or cropped images. The agony of knowing what’s there but being deemed unworthy of seeing it is the perfect tease. You could even dictate what kinds of media or models I'm allowed to look at, if any.

Sensory Denial: Deny me the simple pleasures. Tell me I can't have that second cup of coffee. That I have to take a cold shower. That I must wear clothes that are uncomfortable but presentable for you. Make me ask for permission for the smallest comforts.

Task-Based Denial: The ultimate mind-fuck: giving me a difficult or tedious task with the promise of a reward, only to be told my effort was "good... but not quite good enough" when I complete it. The reward is perpetually just out of reach.

Can you come up with new forms of denial to increase it even further?

What I'm Looking For: I’m looking for a long-term partner who enjoys psychological control as much as physical control. You should be creative, descriptive, and enjoy the power trip of having someone utterly at your mercy. We can build a detailed roleplay scene or simply fall into a dynamic where you issue commands and I obey.

My Kinks: Chastity, orgasm control/denial, edging, censorship, sensory deprivation, rules/protocols, humiliation, cuckolding, bullying, teasing, obedience, praise (for being a good beta).
My Limits: Scat, watersports, gore, violence, heavy impact play, permanent harm.

Females only.