So scared

Me and my bf want to stop drinking. I am doing so shitty at my new job because of being hungover every time I need to go in early in the AM. I go in early 3x per week. We drink every day pretty much. I have been asking him for a year now not to bring home beer on the days I work early. I do not drive so if he did not bring hone the alcohol I wouldn't drink that night, but i am not strong enough to not drink if it is here.

We had a heart to heart and he said he wouldn't but he has said that so many times for a year its just bullshit.he keeps saying hes just going to stop like ive heard so many times before. I think we need help and suggested AA meetings. He absolutely wont because he is so stuck up. He did not say why or anything but I know for a fact thats why. I am so scared. We bought a house about a year ago and live paycheck to paycheck. I need help. I dont know what to do. Even if I go to meetings with out him hes going to drink himself to death, and I cannot stop if he is drinking. Does anyone have any suggestions?