I saw the most gorgeous girl at the store yesterday and I feel pathetic 😆

Yesterday morning, I woke up feeling horrible. So many simultaneous negative thoughts made my chest feel like it was on fire. So I was like: screw it, if I go get some breakfast, maybe I'll feel better. So I went to the store to grab something, and just glimpsed who is possibly the most attractive girl I've ever seen. She was so good-looking, I swear she looks EXACTLY like people AI makes in photos if the prompt included "black/Nubian/African-American". I couldn't believe how fast my mood changed. At 33, I thought the days where I'd have a *limerence* with strangers were behind me, but clearly not!

I felt so pathetic! 😆

Now excuse me, I gotta go stare at the ceiling and think about her and how I'm probably never gonna see her again, while laugh-crying about how she flipped my mood like that. Ridiculous! just absolutely ridiculous!