Damn... Why is it so hard to make friends ?

So I have been a writer for years.. I started writing when I was in my 3rd year of engineering and i just finished my bachelors in May and since then I started uploading my stories on Instagram and Wattpad and the other platforms. Then I started joining these group chats for fellow authors where I met some people (other authors). i have been in more than 10 group chats and i still haven't made a single friend. They all seem so boring and our vibes never match and the kind of stories a few people write online is just traumatising... What do you mean by forced marriage, replaced bride and all that bullshit and why are you guys even romanticising such creepy themes. Replaced bride is still a bit swallowable but forced marriage? That's just creepy... i saw a reel where it had almost 50k views, thousand of comments... And mind you these were all comments that fangirls do.. and the content in the reel ? A man kidnaps a girls fiance just so he could forcefully marry her... And girls were cheering for that man... I mean what the fuck? You guys are straight up cheering for forced marriage and then what 🍇 ?.. I mean seriously what's wrong with these people ? I know dark fantasy and romance is still a genre but this is just straight up non con. This just makes me think that I will never have writer friends. My views and my principles will never align with them. Well my views never align with anyone tbh.. that's why the title. Coz I have zero friends. Well I do have friends but I can't say if I can really call them as my true friends. You know the ones you call when you feel down or feel happy or you hang out with all the time. Even in group chats, I get really bored in a minute like one moment I'll start a conversation and the next I'll be bored and backout..... I don't know... A lot to talk but no one really worthy to talk to