Games where I can get into a (really!) toxic romance (preferably wlw)

So... I'm a bit ashamed to even write this request because it's my guilty pleasure - since getting my life in order, transitioning into a happy lady, building my social circle up from the ground, stabilising my career and coming out as a lesbian, my literary taste changed quite dramatically. Where before I was a fluffy 'kicking-your-feet from all the saccharine sweetness' gal, I got into reading the MLM Rina Kent novels. And I think "Kiss the Villain" broke my brain quite permanently. Then I discovered certain wlw manhua's/manwha's with utterly radioactive relationships... and they broke my taste even worse.

So as a lifelong gamer, I have to ask this - are there any games out there where I - as the player - can become part of an utterly toxic, radioactive relationship full of manipulation, gaslighting and the such? NOT as the perpetrator, mind you, but as the recipient of all those nasty things? Something to make the inner emotional masochist that grew inside me once I unfucked my life kick her feet in happiness?

Somehow even though I played quite a lot of games, I can't really remember any really toxic WLW romances in them. Most of it was "happily ever after" stuff, not "We make eachother SO much worse" kind of stuff.

Anyways, really interested if anyone has some recommendations for me!