You got no love

To not care if I sleep around or not? How is that love?

To put me before the Lord, and doing the right thing? How is that love?

You don't know what love means. Those things are hate. That means you hate my soul. You don't care if I do right or not.

You don't know what love is. You wait wait and wait for me to come to you. Come to someone who hates me?

You will be waiting around forever until your life is over because I'm not coming to you.

Think I'd change after 15 years of this? Nope. This is my burden to bear and it's my lot in life. I will not be with anyone, I've accepted that.

It's my burden to carry. This human need, this torment, the agony, the yearning. It's my burden to carry throughout this life of mine. Hey, my life is over half gone now. I haven't changed, never will.

If you ever decide to accept my invite, if you happen to find it invyour heart to do so. You are always welcome. Only then will you learn how to love me, and learn what love is.