I need your encouragement. Losing a second job due to toxic manager. Very tired of all this.

My boyfriend died 2 years and 10 months ago. I am originally from Central EU. I am not a native speaker. I work in corporate world. 4 months after a sudden death of my boyfriend, previous company I worked for started reducing the headcounts. In the midst of deepest grief, I found another very demanding job, with my reduced cognitive capacity I managed to keep it up.

Despite my new manager was aware of what happened to me, he was from the very beginning toxic. Yesterday, I decided to leave this job without any backup plan. I wanted to much to make it work.

I know i will figure it out somehow and that everything happens for a reason, but I am kind tired of this. :)

Please do not blame me for this post. I have no kids, I am not in the worst financial situation, but still...so tired of this.

Sending love, peace and support to everybody who need it right now.