Has anyone cured OCD, specifically “taboo themes” ?

I’ve had this illness for over a decade comes and goes but this time it’s been relentless for the last 3 years it hasn’t gone

You feel like you don’t know who you are anymore, me personally anytime I want to visualize, I end up seeing the complete opposite of what I intended to see, my biggest fears instead of my desires (egodystonic)

I’ve seen therapists and taken medications but it’s like putting bandages… I want this thing gone forever out of my consciousness