black feet

last year i got to meet someone on here, i find black guys attractive but he was especially cute. his feet were meaty and high arched. he was down to earth and felt safe, i wanted to be in his arms. he was an introvert but oner time we shared more and more memories. he always told me he might disappear one day and he seemingly has a month ago. i don't feel angry, he was always veey ooen about wanting his space and his tendencies to isolate, and i genuinely was okay with that. i just miss him tbh. i miss the dream of knowing someone was out there, that even tho we lived far, liked the same stuff as me and nade me feel cery appreciated and loved. i wish i could sleep in his arms once tbh. i'll always remember him in a good way. after saying all that, i have to mention that anyone else around my age (18) can reach out, especially black guys