[F4M] 19f looking for an owner who wants a soft needy kitten

im 19 and ive been wanting to try real petplay for a while now. not just the cute ear and tail stuff for a few minutes. i want the full headspace. collar on, speaking only when allowed, crawling, being petted and fed, corrected when i forget my place.

looking for someone patient but firm. someone who likes training and can keep the dynamic consistent. i get quiet and floaty once the collar is on and i stop thinking like a person.

kinks: collars, leashes, tail plugs, being carried, lap sitting, light spanking, praise mixed with correction, oral service, sleeping at the foot of the bed or in a little nest, being shown off a little in private.

limits: blood, heavy pain, permanent marks, public stuff that could get us in trouble, anything involving other people without talking first.

i write a decent amount and like when the other person does too. if youre interested tell me what kind of owner you are and what youd expect from a kitten. no one line messages please.