I feel weird. Please challenge this current phase I'm going thru.

I've lost count of how many days I've stopped fapping (it has been slightly less than a week). Lately, I'm looking at mostly porn in picture form, or hot pics of women not fully nude... I've just been looking at the pics. However, my interest is now surprisingly very uninterested in all the content, but the urge/temptation is trying to find a way to UNLEASH. At times, I don't necessarily rely on porn to fap.

I've dealt with this similar phase before. But don't judge what I am about to say, criticism is welcome though. This happens occasionally & every once in awhile to me: I don't shower for about 1-3 days in order for me to NOT indulge in fapping... because after doing it you have to shower... so indirectly in a way, it seems like a part of the reason I stop showering is to stop fapping.

On normal days, I am someone who typically never goes a day without showering. Sometimes I have self control, and sometimes I don't...