Just gave head for the first time

Just wanted to share my virginity escapades with yall, hopes it’s okay. 27M virgin bottom. Tonight I went out to a bar and had an absolutely amazing time. This bar was particularly cruisy. There were people having sex in a corner and it really turned me on but me the shy virgin just watched. Well afterwards I was heading home and just couldn’t fight the urge as I was almost walking through the door . I hopped on Sniffies and there was someone at a nearby park who was willing to let met me give them head. It was a bit nerve racking at first but they were very comforting . I walked 15 minutes in heels to an isolated park and was greeted with a middle aged man who showed me the ropes of cruising . He found a nice spot for us and pulled out his cock and I proceeded to go at it. J started out simple while he was soft just to get used to it. I could feel his cock getting harder in my mouth and while it started out small, I could barely fit him in my mouth as he got harder . When it got to that point, I would suck on his balls while jerking him off. Eventually I just felt myself wanting his load so bad and I just started sucking him faster and faster. When I heard him say he was close, I started taking him in as deep and fast as I could until I could feel his cum in the back of my throat. I kept sucking him after until I felt like the job was done. After that we walked and talked and I was on my merry way. My thoughts after years of holding off are now that I can’t believe I waited so long to finally try this. I had so much fear for so long despite wanting it so bad and ghosting a few people because I was too nervous. Tonight I simply decided that I could not end the night without a dick inside of me in some form or fashion. And that’s exactly how it ended. Now I’m back just reliving the moment, thinking about the next time I’ll be able to have to have a cock in my mouth :)