I’ve cheated in every relationship I’ve ever been in

I don’t know why I do it. I’m currently seeking therapy to understand what is wrong in my head that makes it ok.

I’ve literally cheated on every single woman I’ve been with. Somehow they always let me get away with it the first time and want to try again. Then I do it again.

I know it’s horrible and I know it makes me an evil person but I am trying to get better