Bpt student, 2nd year, studying for NEET

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I think bpt me scope nahi hai. Apne seniors ke haal dekh ke lagta. Internship ke liye dhakke kha rahe bechare, yaha waha.

I want to ask this. Should I appear for NEET or is it a disaster as a partial drop?

Can someone Explain it to me like an older brother/sister.

Like ik neet me focus chahiye, atleast 8,9 months of rigourous, consistent practice

My mental health is in ruins.

My dad is planning a wedding for me here. Saying that he will get me married after bpt.

I really do not want a life like that.

Once you marry, as a girl, your life is kinda over.

I want to make a good career in healthcare.

Shall I give it a shot ?

(Like i have started giving part syllabus tests, scores are good as of yet, but somewhere i am doubting myself. If this is a disaster???????)