30 [M4F] Does earning more than men make you feel powerful? I love that it makes me insecure

Ok I work in education, so I definitely don't need to describe I'm not rich haha. But there's still the stigma of men needing to make more money. I love it when I hear a woman makes more and it makes me feel a little uncomfortable inside. Like some figures are a lot larger. But how does it make you feel?

Do you get the opposite and feel powerful? Or just pity for guys like me? Send ASL if this interests you.