Solo in front of wife…unsure about it

Yesterday I woke up raging hard. I told my wife I was feeling it, it’s about 50/50 we masturbate together on a weekend morning. She told me no, she wasn’t up to it. Then She said, but if you want to, go for it. She has said that before but for some reason I never do. I think masturbating together is the fun part. I also feel like it would be weird, me stroking and moaning, taking my time all while she’s just playing on her phone or watching tv. I mean, I stroke alone regularly but at least I can stroll Reddit or watch something. But just laying there stroking with her not engaged I can’t seem to get into it. What about you guys?

On a second note, we got in bed last night and she told me to close the door and we both played and came. She had 3 super hard and fast orgasms and told me she couldn’t anymore. Then she watched the precum oozing out of my cock, followed by the massive load shooting everywhere and she immediately started vibrator and had her biggest orgasm of the night. I’m glad I didn’t cum in the morning that way I could enjoy that moment.

But in those other instances…do you feel weird stroking in front of your SO while they are doing something else?