idk how to caption this ?

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this might sound weird but does anyone feel unlucky in friendships? like I have a loving partner but smh i couldn't experience fulfilling friendships and currently in life I don't even have a friend group and I'm mostly unbothered by it but on random tuesday evenings like this it stirs a bizzare feeling in me....

Especially when I see people around me chilling out with friends groups..I'm a single child so I didn't even grow up around a sibling my age so sometimes i just feel this void that perhaps I'm not meant to experience good friendships and people in general hate me for how i am

Does anyone feel this way?