My last stand

It has been awhile since I have posted. Almost 6 months ago I took the plunge. I got subs. Took them for about 2 months and tapered down enough to jump off complety. No one knew about it. I did it on my own. I did great and was proud of myself for the first time in a year.

Then, after a bad day, I made the great decision that I can handle it every now and then. Well, we all know this goes. 3 months later. I am back to where i started. I mad the call yesturday to get back onto subs. I came clean with my fiance. Now that she knows, she is considering leaving. We just had a baby 3 months ago. I can't let that happen. Atleast the first time around, my relationship was still in tact. This has to work.

So, If anyone else is taking the plunge and would like to team up on this together, let me know. It would be great to have someone to talk to about this. I have too much going on and work too many hours for meetings. Just dm me if you are interested! Thanks and God bless!