She said it’s been over a month and it’s only been 2 weeks and 4 days

I get I’m the one that fucked it up and it’s my fault for it ending the way it did and maybe this is how she’s getting over it but almost 2 years together and she’s telling people we broke up over a month ago. Like wtf, maybe I don’t deserve to feel any hurt of pain but it hasn’t been that long.

She said she forgives me and she unblocked my number but she’ll never forget and we’ll never be together again. I get it fine whatever. I know I have a lot of growing up to do who tf doesn’t and she’s been in relationships before but this is my first ever anything and my first heartbreak and I don’t know what to do.

I don’t feel like I’ll get over her. She made life feel worth living and now I’m back to being depressed and hating myself and life.