24 [M4F] #Online - looking for a Mommy to train me

Heyy Im a 24 year old single guy from Sri Lanka. 5'8", average looking tan body. In my normal life Im a graduate engineer and currently working towards a career in AI. I deeply love education and intellectually demanding conversations. Most days Im more into studying and outside of that I love watching scifi and thriller series and films, listening to music most of the time, mainly Metal and EDM, love to travel when I can. Sometimes I play games, especially drawn to minecraft. Also Im a massive cat lover, like actually massive, I can talk about cats way too much idk it’s a problem. I like good communication with people, getting to know each other properly and building deep human connection. Im a very shy guy at first but after building that trust I love a good conversation, getting to know you as a person and have a dark sense of humor. I’m a completely non-judgmental guy so you can share anything with me.

Im a very submissive guy and over the past few years I found out exactly what Im looking for. I like the Mommy side of this, being guided, being called good boy when I earn it and also her being strict and cruel if I dont obey properly. To be honest what I most crave is the pleasure of my dominant, regardless of the act she perform. I really need to feel that she genuinely enjoys using me for her pleasure, not just a kink list that only pleases me. Seeing how she enjoy and take pleasure from her sub is what genuinely drawn to me. But humiliation and degradation is a core part for me, so I love a Mommy who can be warm and still enjoy humiliation and degradation. Beside that I love the idea of CNC, cuz as I said her pleasure is more important to me than anything.

Im really inexperienced with this dynamic with a real woman, but I know what Im looking for. A Mommy who can train me slowly, by adapting to what I can take and what I can’t. I want to explore the kinks and desires very slowly like a trial and error thing where we adapt based on how I react over time and help me identify my true limits in a real d/s dynamic. So safe words and hard limits are very important for me before we going into anything, and within that boundaries you can use me for your pleasure without thinking about what Im looking for, by entirely focus on your pleasure only.

Im more like to explore these kinks with you, but ofcourse if you do not love to do any one of these you have not to do so. I like to explore positioning, objectification, being directed, worshiping, spit play, pegging, CEI, JOI, free use, light pain and of course degradation and humiliation stay core to this. But you can do things that I have not mentioned here if they really pleases you, just introduce them slowly as we go with the proper safe words.

Currently I have these hard limits, scat, blood, permanent marks, and everyday control, as I have my studies and family matters I am not looking for 24/7 dynamic. Also Im not into tributes and findom. But I am looking for a dynamic where it build on clear communication, and Im not looking to disappear after few days. I want a long term dynamic and get to know you as a real person, talk silly things, joke around and build that deep human connection with trust. And after building this trust Im more open to go for voice or videos where you directly control me over my camera if that’s something you looking for in this dynamic, but that’s not a must.

If you read to this end I would love if you reaching out to me as ‘hi good boy’ so I know you read my ad completely. If you think we might be a good match feel free to DM me and tell me a bit about you too. After that we can chat and see where things go and what we are really into.