[M4F] those who had or want bbc

Disclaimer I do not have a bbc lol

Not a roleplay. No hotel bars, no "your character walks in." I want a long, dirty conversation about a question I keep turning over when I am alone.

I am a white man. I have had sex. I am above avg.. I can make a woman cum. I can last. I can be attentive. None of that stops the other thought: that there is a standard I am being measured against whether anyone says it or I am the one saying it in my own head.

If you want you to ask me about my size, my stamina, how I fuck, what my last partner actually sounded like, what I think about when I stroke it. I will answer. I want to hear why you think BBC is superior — not a meme, not three words, an actual case. Size. Presence. How a woman changes. What happens to a guy like me once he admits he is curious instead of defensive.

I am not looking to be "the bull." I am looking to be the man in the conversation who has to sit with the comparison. That can stay teasing. It can get humiliating. It can be a woman telling me what she would do differently with a Black man than she does with me. It can be a Black man walking me through why the question is not even close. I can talk about a girlfriend, an ex, a woman I have not had the nerve to ask. I can talk about what I would do if she came home different.

What this is:
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- filthy talk
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- honest comparison
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- me being specific about my body and my sex life
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- you being specific about why you think the answer is yes, no, or "yes, and here is what that means for you"

Kinks that belong here: interracial talk, size comparison, verbal humiliation, confession, hotwife/cuck talk if it grows naturally, being talked down to without the conversation turning into a script.

Limits: anyone under 18, real names / coworkers / scat, gore, animals, slurs used as actual hate instead of negotiated dirty talk. If you need slurs in play, say so first and wait for a yes.

First message I will actually answer:
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- who you are in this (woman who wants to tell me, Black man who wants to educate me, another white guy who has the same question)
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- your real answer to the title
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- two specific, explicit reasons
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- one question for me about my cock, my last time, or what I am afraid a woman would say
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\- your limits

If you cannot write more than a sentence, do not bother. I will match effort and I will not flinch from the question if you do not. We