FWB confession….damn I miss her

I’m married and recently started looking on here again towards the beginning of the summer hoping I could find a similar flame/fwb situation. I had a fwb probably 10-12 years ago and it was just so amazing and it lasted for awhile. I think we did this off and on for close to 2 years. just whenever we could get away. Sometimes it was just her wanting to suck me off, other times I would just go down on her….the hottest times she would just hop in my truck in her skirt, pull her panties to the side and ride me raw until we both made a mess. L.A.G. there has never been another one like u. my confession is I have never had another consistent fwb after I think in large part to how awesome she was. She totally got it. we became friends that could laugh and joke as we fucked or went down on each other. when we were done we both just zipped out and kissed each other bye. we would sporadically text throughout the week. it was just awesome on every level. I haven’t been able to find anyone else quite like her. She eventually needed to focus on school/work and we grew apart as she was younger than me and finishing up college. I don’t even know why I’m putting this out there, just it was sooo amazing and wish I could find something like that again, but just don’t know if that’s even a thing out there anymore.