Feeling Absurd

Hey, so I was thinking today about the chances I find you again. The chances that we meet again someday in this huge world. And then the chances that it works for both of us where we are in life.

I can wish for you for as much as I want but the reality is, it’s been years. I can wait for you and hope you’re waiting for me. I can hope you miss me like I miss you and play The Man Who Can’t Be Moved and search these Reddit’s all day long. All of those hopes are great and maybe I’m manifesting or maybe I’m delusional or maybe I still feel that connection we had and I can’t let it go.

But I can’t get over the fact that you deserve someone great. I’d like it to be me, yes. But also from when I knew you, I learned how amazing you are. How caring, smart, funny, and understanding you are. I know you are a catch and how lucky some girl would be to have you. And it’s been years since us.

So I will hope and I will miss you. And I will care about you until the end of time. But when reality hits me and I really think about it, I’m sure you have someone who loves you just as much as you love them. Because you deserve it.

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