Okay so I know this works, I always get what I want, and I have proof. But I am struggling with onething now

So I am new to this LOA , but once I revisited my past I realized I have always gotten what I wanted...always!!

The good the bad both, as I always had just let my mind be unsupervised.

But there is something that I want want right now that it keeps escaping me.

I know I need to deatch, I know that but this time I am finding it hard because I am getting triggered by the something.

Do you have any suggestions for me?