part 2 of my iqmaxxing writings

‎11:42 AM, 2028, 25 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎as I've woken up today I have to get ready for school once again, I've turned 13 yesterday but ever since I was 6 I was bullied at school, it's a bit tiring having to go each day, even now I only think of this as lessons are going on, my classmate are already perverts and have sex again and again and again...the mass shooting in finland on 2027 does inspire me to some extent to do something myself, in the end I am the true superior race, ilnaz galyeviev showed me ideas I should take notes of

‎6:22 PM, 2028, 25 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎even as I lay on my bed after coming home from school lost in thought I know I have to do something, the shio obsessed shooter may have been insane but he seemed to get one thing correct, this reality is temporary, I suppose galyeviev thought the same way, I am of the superior race too, I may not be a god but life stopped mattering to me a long time ago, maybe back when I was 7 or 8, as bullying continued I did lose my ability to feel emotions, when I do think about it I don't think that's a bad thing, perhaps it's freeing from this reality

‎9:31 AM, 2028, 26 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎it's lunch break now, my bullies seem to be doing something else right now so I'm free for some time, but I don't think it matters, I feel nothing, not even resentment, the only reason I exist right now is to end this existence I suppose like galyeviev and the insane shio obsessed shooter, I will start making my explosives tomorrow, my target is a local McDonalds

‎2:47 PM, 2028, 26 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎school is over, I'm on a school bus going home, the bullies are annoying as always, they're throwing something towards me but I'm just ignoring them, as they leave the bus they punch me into my shoulder and face, the bus driver doesn't care until I tried defending myself, then I was threatened, maybe I should attack the bus instead?

‎3:00 PM, 2028, 26 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I suppose I'll attack the bus stop as the school bus arrives, I'll get the guns from my abusive stepfather, I'll kill him in his sleep today I suppose, I don't see much point in waiting, only reason galyeviev and the shio shooter waited was to get the weapons, the opportunity is right in front of me, I'll take it now

‎3:42 PM, 2028, 26 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I have smuggled the axe from the garden into my room and hid it under my pillow, now it's only a matter of time.

‎11:59 PM, 2028, 26 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I'm holding the axe, I'm going to my stepfather's room, his gun safe is there too... here goes nothing I suppose

‎00:00, 0000, 00 MONTH, UNKNOWN

‎as I hit again and again his blood flew all over, I accidentally raised the axe too high and struck the lamp, breaking it, but I didn't stop, the more I hit the more of his brain matter flew all over the place, by the 50th strike it looked like nothing but red mist, I went to change my clothes considering the blood...

‎2:06 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I found my stepfather's gun safe keys under his pillow, after opening the gun safe I took his car keys which he had put there, a glock 19 and 5 magazines, I drove away from the home towards the school bus stop, today's the day

‎5:19 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I'm waiting in the car outside the bus stop, the school bus arrives at 7:30 AM, well typically it comes a little later but the crowd of my bully classmates is typically gathered at that point, just a few more hours, I can wait

‎7:28 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I'm seeing them, I suppose I only have minutes of my life left, there's tears in my eyes for some reason, I'm not scared, I wonder why there's tears then?

‎7:29 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎goodbye life I suppose, I've always hated you, I was always born just to reproduce and die, that's how all living beings are I suppose, I hate it really I suppose, but I suppose I was dead the moment I was born

‎7:30 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I step out of my car with my gun, I'm walking towards the crowd, the bullies seemed to be confused seeing me come out of the car but before they can think of anything I raise my glock 19 and fire the entire mag into the lined up crowd waiting for the bus, I hit 8 people, everyone else starts running away, I reload and start shooting each of the 8 people who are already down and groaning one by one, as I shoot them each one by one in the head they go motionless 1, 2, 3, 4 it's fun seeing how human life ends, in just one pull of a trigger like this, it's fun counting, I wonder if that's what galyeviev did, just 4 left...5, 6, 7, 8, ok I'm sure they're all dead now but this isn't the end

‎7:33 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎as I get into my car I drive fast breaking every speed limit reaching speeds of 100 km per hour, I see an elderly pedestrian crossing, I ram her on purpose and stop, I get out of my car and come up to her body and shoot her twice in the head before getting back in and continuing driving forward, as I continue I see a car passing me by, I fire all my remaining rounds into the car after which it crashes into a building, I reload and continue on forward

‎7:49 AM, 2028, 27 JANUARY, RUSSIA

‎I have arrived at the McDonalds, as I'm parking the radio in the car is already reporting on the previous shootings and declaring a lockdown, but it is too late to stop me... I run into the McDonald's and immediately shoot a worker holding a food tray twice in the head causing him to go motionless instantly, I yell for everyone to get down, I see people running and screaming, I walk across the seats and find a mom with a kid hiding, I shoot both of them twice in the head, I go to the bathroom where I start opening stalls, as I open the first one I see no one, second, no one, third, none... in the fourth I find a guy, he grabs me and tries wrestling the gun away from me but I overpower him and push him away, as he tries to get up I shoot him 8 times in the chest and neck after he seems to lose his ability to move but he's still showing signs of life so I pressed the gun directly against his forehead and fired a round into his head after which I reloaded, I started hearing police sirens coming closer so I ran out and got into my car and tried to driveway but a police officer arrived and rammed into my car, as I realized I'm blocked I started firing from the windshield hitting the officer multiple times, he got out of the car and collapsed, I got out too and came up to him and shot him twice in the head before taking his handgun away as another officer arrived, I raised it and fired at him but he returned fire before I could kill him, hitting me multiple times in the chest, as I collapsed involuntarily I realized he severed my spine, realizing it was all over as the officer got out with multiple gunshots he still kept the gun pointed at me even as I couldn't move, he ordered me to raise my hands but as I felt my consciousness slipping away I decided I was done with it anyways so I raised the gun to my chin and as I fired the final round it was all over...