I want kids but I’d choose not to have them (Thoughts) (20M)

So yes I’m still alive
Thanks for all the prayers
I do believe God removed those suicidal feelings from my heart
(Previous posts if you’re curious)

But regarding the caption
I was just thinking about how life is nowadays
How difficult men got it nowadays (In dating, in the job market, in education and basically everything else)
Now, just thinking about how much worse it’s gonna get
Btw theres studies tk back up how difficult it’s getting for men… please it’s so unintelligent to deny it besides using bias to fit your narrative (Using women in the Middle East as an example to disprove that women in other countries can literally murder their kids, claim insanity and get out + everything else)
It’s just the way of the world
The only way as a man to avoid that is to be in the top echelon (20% of men are attractive tk women and the rest are viewed as below average facially ; Looks determines whether a man is married majority of the time as not every man can become rich but a woman’s looks doesn’t determine whether she gets married)

But yea
No this isn’t a woman hate post dont be stupid
I still want marriage
I just don’t want to force existence on someone who I say I love
I feel as if an act of love helps them not suffer
As much as I’d love to be a dad, wake up early with my wife to comfort her from her pregnancy pains or nausea, having the child and being there for them and then raising them well with my wife…
It’s just not worth it in todays time
Not one thought went to expenses btw
I know that’s important too

How do you guys view my opinion (caption) and my backing (Description)