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As of right now in my life I am working towards nothing only thing I do is work one shift on weekends I am not working towards school or even seeing what I should study towards mostly because I have no motivation to do so… I currently have 7 months before work starts up again but in the mean time I am doing absolutely nothing I am worried about what my family will think about me and everyday all I can think about is that they are always disappointed in me so I isolate myself in my room for the day I would absolutely do better in life on my own out of the presence of my family. I am stuck and confused don’t know why I wrote this but the easiest option just seems to be the best option that has been in my mind for a while

If you’re reading this sorry you had to do so.