becoming a completely different person when horny

in my day-to-day im pretty sweet and unserious, i think i give off a golden retriever vibe (although my friend told me she was scared of me the first time we met and that i'm more of a „black cat").

as soon as i get horny that changes. i just want to dominate a pretty girl, make her beg and moan, analyze how she's reacting to every touch, slap and everything i do to her. i want her to be obsessed with me. i want her to want me more as i ignore her.

i am hyper-independent and despise clinginess, i think about myself and my goals most of the day, not sex. when i do tho, i'd like to have a girl to take out my stress and frustrations out on.

(i already posted this a few months ago but felt like it again)