Remind me why I should want orgasms [owned] [not looking to be dommed]

Today I came to the realization that I actively suppress wanting to cum because I feel like I shouldn't want to, in order to be a good girl.

Today Daddy told me maybe I'll cum today if I am a good girl, and that made me think I did something wrong and I started apologizing and begging to not cum😅

He then reminded me that isn't up to me. Which led to this internal reflection.

I think I don't allow myself to feel needy for orgasms. I keep trying not to think about it, and I rarely ever beg for it. But I should let myself feel that need, remind myself how good orgasms feel and beg my Daddy with need, and let him decide my fate.

I just need help with that, talking to people in the comments and letting my mind play with the concept of cumming😭

After all, I can want orgasms but still be a good girl and not have them. But my Daddy wants me to beg for them, need them.

So dear people on here, please remind me why orgasms feel good and why we want them😩 I know that kinda opposes the whole idea of this subreddit, but oh well, am I truly a good girl if not cumming doesn't feel hard (jk jk)